runaway ~

bru2x ne saia lari dri uma .
why ?
coz saia x suka d uma .
saia x ska ari2 sgr abg saia ma bpa saia gduh .
tkanan saia =.=
but ~
silly them !
durg ngat saia lari gara2 sii aiwen .
durg p warning sii aiwen pla ~
oooh shit !
tw kha kmo npa aq lari ?
psl kmo juga !
bkan psl sii aiwen !
huh ~
now saia at home swa ..
tpi durg xmw b'ckp ma saia .
bha ! who care ? xdk juga saia matii law kmo xmaw bckp ma saia !

bz oo ~

um ~
lama x update ne blogg .

bruk sua ~ =.=

bz bha ~ dun hav time to update .

nearly 5 month didnt update =.=

happy :)

miawmiaw , hehe .

bru blik sabah nea .

semangat maw jumpa laki saia haha :D

smbut new year kamee .

wewewe :)

bwat bbq d uma saia .

td0 uma saia bha ~ haha

nea pic kami d publicnet :p haha

happy saia ouh .

gilaa ~ 2 bulan ne x jumpa :)

bru t`jumpa M`LAKAT trus !

haha :D

huh !

huru-hara idup saia skg !
huh !
BULLSHIT tul .
kimmmmaa !
knapa bha urg ska sibuk hal saia ?
suka ati lar ap saia maw bwat .
idup saia hak saia .
teda shapa bulii tentukan idup saia !
bkin pns pnya urg maw sibuk2x .
huh !
nasib seja kao sibling saia .
maw seja saia maki kao b`rabis .
cuma saia mc respect sma kao . as my SIBLING !
urrgggh !

bunuh diri ? cinta mati ? poor leng zhai :(

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go to dz website :)
appreciate ur bf/gf when u still hav them :)

because im a girl :')

i just can't understandthe ways ,

of all the man and their mistakes ,

you give them all your heart ,

and then they rip it all away .

you told me how much you loved me ,

and how our love was meant to be ,

and i believed in you ,

i thought dat you will set me free .

you should've just told me the true ,

that i wasn't the girl for you ,

still , i didn't have a clue ,

so my heart depended on you .

althougt i'll said i hate you ,

tought i shout and curse you out ,

i'll always have love for you ,

because im a girl .

been told a man will leave you cold ,

get sick of you and bored ,

i know that it's no lie ,

i gave my all , still i just cry .

never again will i be fooled ,

to give my all when nothing's true ,

i won't be played again ,

but i will fall in love again .

you took advantage of my willingness ,

to do anything for love ,

now i'm the one in pain ,

will you please take it all away .

never tought being born a girl ,

how can i love you and be burned ,

and now i will build a wall ,

to never get torn again ..

100 truth thing about me :)

1. Real name: Fatien Nurdyana Aziera Binti Mohamad

2. Nickname(s):Fatin , memeng

3. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

4. Male or female: female

5. Elementary School: SRK ST JOHN

6. High School: SM ST JOHN

7. College: -

8. Hair color: black ,( sometimes hav other colour . coz i like to dye my hair ^^ )

9. Tall or short: not to0 short lar -153cm

11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans

12. Phone or Camera: phone :)

13. Health freak: -

14. Orange or Apple: apple :)

15. Do you have a crush on someone? : yups ! be mine ody :)

16. Eat or Drink: drink

17. Piercings : ear-8 , tongue-2 , lips-last year , dun want ody coz my lips look horrible with piercing ( skg xnk pkai subang dha :] x cntik tndik2x nea , bkin rusak seja )

18. Pepsi or Coke: coke

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: yups , at least 2 tyme per year

20. Been in a relationship: yups !

21. Been in a car accident?: never !

22. Been in a fist fight : yups !

MORE FACTS?

23. First piercing?: ear

24. First Best friend?: dun remember exactly =.=

25. First award: Best student - sm st john 2009

26. First crush?: um , let me see .. dun remember ouh .

27. First word: ar ?

28. Last person you talked to in person: my bestfren :)

29. Your first love?: afifi mat sapri , yeah i still remember his full name =.=

30. Last person you texted: my bff

31. Last person you watched a movie with: my sister and my niece

32. Last food you ate: keropok .... i forgot ~

33. Last movie you watched: ngangkung , stupid movie =.=

34. Last song you listen to: stand by me -shinee

35. Last thing you bought : digi easy sim :)

36. Last person you hugged: my niece :) ayriss qisha raihanna

FAVE:

37. Food: i eat all food except tomato n carrot ! yew ~

38. Drinks: HORLICKS PING kaw-kaw ! n coke :)

39. Bottoms : skinny jeans , mini skirt , legging :)

40. Flower: flower ? i dont really like flower ~

41. Animal: i want hamster :)

42. Colors: Black , pink , purple , white

43. Dramas: um , to0 many . but i like japanese and korean drama :)

44. Fav. Subject: english n mathematic :)

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] Fell in love with someone.

46. [] Celebrated Halloween.

47. [X] Had your heart broken.

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [X] had someone accuse you of something you didnt do.

51. [] got pregnant.

52. [] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise.

55. [x] hidE a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [X] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [X] hated someone.

66. [] stayed single for 2 years.

DOING NOW:

67. Eating:no

68. Drinking : no

69. Listening: no

70. Sitting/Laying: sitting

71. Watching : watching my laptop screen :p

72. Waiting: for tomorrow :)

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids? : yups , 2 only . one gurl n one boy :)

74. Want to get married? yup , 25 mybe

75. Career:i wanna be hairstylist :)

76. Lips or eyes: eyes

77. Shorter or taller: what ?

78. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic mybe

79. Hook-up or relationship: relationship :)

82. Looks or personality: personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: yes

84. Snuck out of a house: yups !

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: never ~

86. Killed somebody:in game , in my dream , haha

87. Broken someone's heart: yups , many time ,

88. Been in love: yups ! truly in love 100%

89. Cried when someone died: yea , not everyone lar .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: um , sumtimes

91. Miracles: yea

92. Love at first sight: mybe ~

93. Heaven: of course !

94. Santa Clause:no ,

95. Sex on the first date: not at the first date lar , only idiot do dat

96. Hug on the first date: mybe ~

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yes . ai wen , i want to be wit u !

98. Do you know who your real friends are:yea .

99. Do you believe in God: yups ! ALLAH :)

100. Post as 100 truths? of course lar ! hah ~