huh !

huru-hara idup saia skg !
huh !
BULLSHIT tul .
kimmmmaa !
knapa bha urg ska sibuk hal saia ?
suka ati lar ap saia maw bwat .
idup saia hak saia .
teda shapa bulii tentukan idup saia !
bkin pns pnya urg maw sibuk2x .
huh !
nasib seja kao sibling saia .
maw seja saia maki kao b`rabis .
cuma saia mc respect sma kao . as my SIBLING !
urrgggh !

bunuh diri ? cinta mati ? poor leng zhai :(

http://www.ohtidak.com/oh-kisah-bunuh-diri-alviss-kong/

go to dz website :)
appreciate ur bf/gf when u still hav them :)

because im a girl :')

i just can't understandthe ways ,

of all the man and their mistakes ,

you give them all your heart ,

and then they rip it all away .

you told me how much you loved me ,

and how our love was meant to be ,

and i believed in you ,

i thought dat you will set me free .

you should've just told me the true ,

that i wasn't the girl for you ,

still , i didn't have a clue ,

so my heart depended on you .

althougt i'll said i hate you ,

tought i shout and curse you out ,

i'll always have love for you ,

because im a girl .

been told a man will leave you cold ,

get sick of you and bored ,

i know that it's no lie ,

i gave my all , still i just cry .

never again will i be fooled ,

to give my all when nothing's true ,

i won't be played again ,

but i will fall in love again .

you took advantage of my willingness ,

to do anything for love ,

now i'm the one in pain ,

will you please take it all away .

never tought being born a girl ,

how can i love you and be burned ,

and now i will build a wall ,

to never get torn again ..

100 truth thing about me :)

1. Real name: Fatien Nurdyana Aziera Binti Mohamad

2. Nickname(s):Fatin , memeng

3. Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

4. Male or female: female

5. Elementary School: SRK ST JOHN

6. High School: SM ST JOHN

7. College: -

8. Hair color: black ,( sometimes hav other colour . coz i like to dye my hair ^^ )

9. Tall or short: not to0 short lar -153cm

11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans

12. Phone or Camera: phone :)

13. Health freak: -

14. Orange or Apple: apple :)

15. Do you have a crush on someone? : yups ! be mine ody :)

16. Eat or Drink: drink

17. Piercings : ear-8 , tongue-2 , lips-last year , dun want ody coz my lips look horrible with piercing ( skg xnk pkai subang dha :] x cntik tndik2x nea , bkin rusak seja )

18. Pepsi or Coke: coke

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: yups , at least 2 tyme per year

20. Been in a relationship: yups !

21. Been in a car accident?: never !

22. Been in a fist fight : yups !

MORE FACTS?

23. First piercing?: ear

24. First Best friend?: dun remember exactly =.=

25. First award: Best student - sm st john 2009

26. First crush?: um , let me see .. dun remember ouh .

27. First word: ar ?

28. Last person you talked to in person: my bestfren :)

29. Your first love?: afifi mat sapri , yeah i still remember his full name =.=

30. Last person you texted: my bff

31. Last person you watched a movie with: my sister and my niece

32. Last food you ate: keropok .... i forgot ~

33. Last movie you watched: ngangkung , stupid movie =.=

34. Last song you listen to: stand by me -shinee

35. Last thing you bought : digi easy sim :)

36. Last person you hugged: my niece :) ayriss qisha raihanna

FAVE:

37. Food: i eat all food except tomato n carrot ! yew ~

38. Drinks: HORLICKS PING kaw-kaw ! n coke :)

39. Bottoms : skinny jeans , mini skirt , legging :)

40. Flower: flower ? i dont really like flower ~

41. Animal: i want hamster :)

42. Colors: Black , pink , purple , white

43. Dramas: um , to0 many . but i like japanese and korean drama :)

44. Fav. Subject: english n mathematic :)

HAVE YOU EVER:

(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] Fell in love with someone.

46. [] Celebrated Halloween.

47. [X] Had your heart broken.

48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [X] had someone accuse you of something you didnt do.

51. [] got pregnant.

52. [] had an abortion.

53. [X] did something I regret.

54. [X] broke a promise.

55. [x] hidE a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [X] pretended to be sick.

59. [X] left the country.

60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.

62. [] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [X] hated someone.

66. [] stayed single for 2 years.

DOING NOW:

67. Eating:no

68. Drinking : no

69. Listening: no

70. Sitting/Laying: sitting

71. Watching : watching my laptop screen :p

72. Waiting: for tomorrow :)

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids? : yups , 2 only . one gurl n one boy :)

74. Want to get married? yup , 25 mybe

75. Career:i wanna be hairstylist :)

76. Lips or eyes: eyes

77. Shorter or taller: what ?

78. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic mybe

79. Hook-up or relationship: relationship :)

82. Looks or personality: personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: yes

84. Snuck out of a house: yups !

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: never ~

86. Killed somebody:in game , in my dream , haha

87. Broken someone's heart: yups , many time ,

88. Been in love: yups ! truly in love 100%

89. Cried when someone died: yea , not everyone lar .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: um , sumtimes

91. Miracles: yea

92. Love at first sight: mybe ~

93. Heaven: of course !

94. Santa Clause:no ,

95. Sex on the first date: not at the first date lar , only idiot do dat

96. Hug on the first date: mybe ~

TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: yes . ai wen , i want to be wit u !

98. Do you know who your real friends are:yea .

99. Do you believe in God: yups ! ALLAH :)

100. Post as 100 truths? of course lar ! hah ~

i hate u but i love u dear :')

aduii naa ~
aqu pon tea taw maw say cmna g .
saia sayang sama ka0 bha !
sayangsayangsayangsayangsayangsayang !
tapi ka0 ar , slalu kc skit ati saia , slalu kc ngis saia .
aiyerr ~
BENCI saia sma ka0 nea !
tapi , benci2x pon , saia tetap SAYANG sama ka0 :')

OMG ! funny babies :D

haha , just for fun dz :)
)

kisskisskiss piggy :) yeww ~

minum sejaa :) susu abis , mnum arak lar :) haha yg penting ad burh ~

semat kan ? ehe

baby said " kima ! shapa curi pampers saia tadi ? sial , saia antak kam0 law x mngaku ! " haha

bha ! go away lar ~

sial !
shit ka0 !
saia taw lar saia MALAY , saia taw ka0 ska gurl CHINESE !
s0 , g0 away lar ~
F.U.C.K !
huh !
tea pa , satu ary nnt saia akan bwat ka0 mnyesal :]

aish ~

lusa saia p kl swa .
um sedey pla ~
um .
lama lae tuh .
tawn spn bru blek :(
miz lar nea sama dear saia :)
huhu

p/s to my laogong :: kuai2x ar d bft :) haha

love sroreh :)

my own story :)

appy ne :)

bha !
pnya men appy aq nea ary :)
ad swa dea contact aqu .
oooh dear , i mish eu ! :)
lalalala ~

kiss - because i'm a girl

must watch !

mineminemine !

his mine :)

dont you dare take him fr0m me :)

patung malii !

ne teddy bear saia ,
dear saia kc .
f saia miz sama dea ,
saia pluk nea patung .
nama patung nea c vinvin :)

sadsadsad !

bingung ne skung .
huhu :(
dea cap dea ad pr0bs , tapii tea maw ctaw saia .
ouh dear , tell me lar . aiyaa
ap ar ?
dea call smlam , sdih towl dea .
3 ary 3 mlm sdih .
x prnh dea rsa gtuh
nanges saia .
sbb saia tea dpt tl0ng dea .
dea cap g ,
" bwat msa nea jan dlu love cari dear , dear tekanan nea , mslh tlampau rumit . swa slesai suma dear contact love g . love jaga diri baek2x ar "
ANCUR aty saia ouh !
ngan s0ra yg tersekat2x saia pon jawap
' yea dear .. take care , lurve eu '

miss you ..

i miz diz m0ment :(
dear , come back to me ..
i miz you s0 much ..

heh !

Lama tea update ne blog ouh,
ehe bz burh .

shit !

ad urank bkin pns burh !
mnta kna antak ne !
nsib kao tyme posa .
Law x , kna swa kao tuh .
cam c taix shak kao .
perepot ma ckgu .
btrep pndai lagi .
che !
utank kao , kao tunggu pas posa .
kna jua kao tuh !

dear , i want u !

i miss him ouh !

dear , sorry 4 all da mistake i made :'(

i need u ~

fvt s0ng c fatin :))

ne lagu2x fvtkuh tyme mw b'jiwang :)

wo ke yi - evan yo

寄没有地址的信

ji mei you di zhi de xin

这样的情绪有种距离

zhe yang de qing xu you zhong ju li

你放着谁的歌曲

ni fang zhe shui de ge qu

是怎样的心情

shi zhen yang de xin qing

能不能说给我听

neng bu neng shuo gei wo ting

雨下得好安静

yu xia de hao an jing

是不是你偷偷在哭泣

shi bu shi ni tou tou zai ku qi

幸福真的不容易

xing fu zhen de bu rong yi

在你的背景有我爱你

zai ni de bei ying you wo ai ni

我可以陪你去看星星

wo ke yi pei ni qu kan xing xing

不用再多说明

bu yong zai shuo ming

我就要和你在一起

wo jiu yao he ni zai yi qi

我不想又再一次和你分离

wo bu xiang you zai yi ci he ni fen li

我多么想每一次的美丽

wo duo me xiang mei yi ci de mei li

是因为你

shi ying wei ni

幸福它真的不容易

xing fu ta zhen de bu rong yi

pr0gram smart remaja permata kasih at b0rneo g0lf

ne tyme kami kuwt pr0gram smart remaja permata kasih at b0rne0 g0lf .

23-25 july :))

tuk jae rmaja yg btul hala tujuan lar lebih kurang .

haha :))

nea wif c judieyh . bdk smkkk :)

ne tyme alim2x :))

dlm blik

InC LuvLuv :)

Luv InC team ! :)

nea team InC .

geng2x kuh jua .

cyunk ma durank sgt2x !

butbut , InC skunk cam bpch swa :(

adedeh ~

miz tyme dlu2x .

slalu samasama .

hmm .

skunk jrg dha bkumpul

ad yg d public , d net , pecahpecah ehh .

Luv them s0 much !

Luv them 4 ever !

my Luv ayriss :))

aha shumiL kan anak buah kuh nea ?
palenk aqu shayank nea taw .
tapy kwat nanges .
Lalalala ~
Luv eu ayriss qisha raihanna :)

adedeh !

pnya saket prut kuh nea !
SENGGUGUT !
kan mati swa nea .
alala .
tadi pun d skewl tidurrr shak kja kuh .
ndak thn sua !
npa lar p0mpuan ad snggugut nea ar ?
saket gilaa ~
mcm dpulas2x perut kuh nea ,
0o0o0o0o0o0 dear ~ help me !

bored !

burink kuh ehh !
adesh !
ary2x bwat bnda yg sma .
hmm .
cua kmu suggest lux ap ptut aq bwat .

SM ST JOHN BEAUFORT


skuwl kuh yg t'shyank !
ehe !
aqu start skuwl cne tyme aqu p0m 0ne 2007 :)
mula2x msuk , eish mc bkin tkut shak nhe skuwl .
c0z dgr2x cta kunun nhe skul tea bgus .
tapy act tuh s0ma x bt0l .
nhe skuwl yg plenk best [ bgy kuh ar ]
ehe !
byk knangan aqu cne .
palenk best jae t0p student pmr l0r .
adeh !
tr0s ckgu2x yg x ska aqu p0n t'deam .
x bley swa kutuk2x aqu .
ehehe :DD .
sumtyme urank tnya , " meng , npa kao x maw pndak skuwl Laen yg lae bg0z ?"
jwpan aqu sng shak , c0z aqu shyank ma nhe skuwl . s0ma skuwl sma shak . yg pntink ad aty maw study .
tawn dpn last year swa aqu d st j0hn nhe .
naa~
nnt mesty aqu miz gilak ma mem0ry aq cne .
nangis , ktawa , kna denda ramai2x , escape , haha mcm2x Lae .
gila2x .

p/s :: ckgu2x kuh , s0ry f ad mnyakitkn aty kam0 suma sLama nhe . hhe IKHLAS nhe !

♥ my Dear ~

ehe .

shayank burh aqu ma nhe urank .

♥ im taken by him !♥

♥ aLvin genCy Lim ♥

♥ 21/01/95 ♥

♥ bopuD juwax burh . ♥

♥ 1 year 0dy wif him ♥

♥ bitch stay back ! he belong t0 me ! ngeeei~ ♥

Luv beach !

wewee~

arituh [ rabu 16/6 ] me & genk p pantai .

PIMPING marii !

ehe~

best burh .

rugi shapa teak kuwt kame arituh !

huhu :)

p0sto2x !

hha !
bru bwat nhe blog kuh !
s0s0 , aP Lae , FOLLOW burh ~
eehe ~ :)